Phone Interview

Have a phone interview today. If this plays out I’ll be making a move from pharmaceuticals to finance/economics. I’m reading up on some of the statistical software and programming interfaces used in that field. They were looking for someone who knows all this stuff. I knew about half of what they were looking for. But I knew nothing of pharma’s complex software tools upon starting my previous job, and understood their programming interfaces pretty well by the end. What intrigues me about this lead is that I would learn a lot of new and valuable skills, and it would get me doing work pretty similar to what I had previously done, just in a different context.

At least I think. Part of the interview is to understand the job better, and see if there’s a fit.

UPDATE: Phone interview went pretty well. The job is different than I thought but still interesting. It’s a pay cut, but I was taking a risk premium from the previous company, because they needed to keep me through periods of great uncertainty. I kind of knew I’d have a tough time maintaining my salary in the kind of environment I’d like to work.

On the Dole

Just filed for unemployment with Pennsylvania. Snowflakes in Hell is now officially suckling at the teat of big government. Pennsylvania does not consider severance in unemployment claims, though it is my understanding that some states do. I am fortunate here in that between unemployment and severance, I can last quite a while. I won’t be living high on the hog, and have had to curtail my lifestyle quite a bit, but we’ll manage.

The big thing I’m worried about is going stir crazy. There’s plenty of things around the house I could do, like replace the shower, and redo the kitchen, but all those things take money I don’t want to spend. Entertainment is expensive too, so I am glad for cheap forms of entertainment like Netflix and the Internet.

So what’s on the agenda otherwise? I’m thinking about downloading the iOS development kit and trying my hand at an iPhone/iPad app, but I need a good idea in that regard. I’m probably not talented enough in the 3D modeling or art department for a game. But surely there’s something I could make a few bucks on? There’s also monetizing the blog, but one of my fears with blogging is that I will have significantly less time for it, or may not be able to do it at all, depending on the new job situation. The last job left me with enough flexibility to work all hours of the day, with little regard for schedule. Some jobs are pretty 9 to 5. I hate those kinds of arrangements, but at some point I need a paycheck.

Last Day of Work

Today is my last day on the job. I will receive my last paycheck, along with a generous severance. Despite being short on things to do for the past few days, I do have one last task I need to do today. Next Tuesday I will do something I’ve never done in my life, which is file for unemployment. Because my entrepreneurial adventure has definitely fallen through (for now), I will begin my job search then as well.

Ten years ago I was 27, and this was an entrepreneurial adventure for me then, as I was one of the early employees. It’s only fitting I should be among its last. I survived through a lot of bad times, and I have to admit, looking back, it was mostly bad times. It was an A+ idea turned over to a D- management team, who proceeded to essentially blow through millions of dollars without ever giving the A+ idea a chance. We shed the D students a few years ago, but it was too late. I still want to give that A+ idea a chance, but I now have no money to do so.

It makes one wonder how many revolutionary ideas have been lost in the course of human events because they people who were tasked with developing and nurturing those ideas were complete morons with no understanding or appreciation for the idea or the people who created it. That might accurately describe our country, sadly, but my involvement in politics and this company is because I don’t accept that outcome gracefully.

The Problem of Drug Discovery

Well, this is my last week of employment, and while I am no longer actually working, I’m still having a hard time not thinking about work. It is very difficult to accept that the idea I signed up with at the very beginning ten years ago may be dying. Despite the dissolution of my current employer, a few of us true believers stood a good chance of saving the idea by forming a new entity, with a leaner and more focused organizational structure. This was possible since we had people who seemed willing to give us money. Unfortunately, the party with the most money is probably walking away, which if it does not spell the end, will definitely make putting something together take longer than most of our wallets can tolerate. We are not giving up, but we do need a paycheck.

One of the great difficulties in biotech is that everything is expensive, and you basically can’t operate in this business without venture capitalists, or without cozying up to a company in the Big Pharma club. That’s difficult for a discovery based company. Venture Capitalists are hesitant to invest in companies that are discovery stage, and Big Pharma is reluctant to pay large sums of money for pre-clinical compounds, unless they are hot and difficult targets they themselves have not been able to make any headway on, and even then you’re talking a million or so up-front, typically, with most of the money coming down the road with milestones and royalties.

We figured to run a program to the point where we can partner it it would cost about a million and a half dollars. It might end up being cheaper, but that depends on a lot. A sum such as that is beyond what you can easily finance with angel money, unless you can find an angel, or several angels, with really really deep pockets. Most individuals don’t have that kind of money to drop on a gamble. And because the drug business is a gamble, you will probably need several shots on goal before you’re going to hear the ca-ching of being a winner. Really, you probably want to have enough to do 3 to 4 programs. That means tapping VCs.

Typically how this would work is you develop a compound to a certain stage in the drug life-cycle, then partner it. Obviously, the farther you take it yourself, the more it’s worth when you partner it. It’s feasible for a well financed biotech to take compounds into Phase-II clinical trials. Phase-III is typically the most expensive, since you’re blowing you trials out to large numbers of patients. But going into the clinic is very expensive. Even going into animals like rats isn’t cheap. So the question is where the sweet spot is, where you can make back your cost, have enough to fund another program, but not dump so much money going into the clinic that you assume a large amount of risk yourself. Many biotechs have taken single products into the clinic, had them fall out, and then closed their doors. But taking risk in this business pays, so there’s a balance.

The biggest problem in seeking Big Pharma partners is that the business is so turbulent right now, it’s difficult to work out deals. We had more than several cases of partners either pulling out of deals, or canceling projects in place because of internal politics in the partner, or because management at a higher level in the Big Pharma partner decided to can the work on the project. Internally to Big Pharma, that happens all the time, but if you only have a few partners, and one walks away, it can be devastating to a biotech.

The Venture Capital landscape isn’t much better. VCs seem to prefer investments in companies that have compounds in the clinic. There is money out there for discovery stage compounds, but the bar is set very high for those companies. You won’t raise any money talking about how wonderful your idea is, or how great your people are. They probably won’t understand your idea, and if you don’t have the pedigree to back up how great you are, and by pedigree I mean either you’ve won the nobel prize, have already made million in biotech, or are known in the industry for having produced a blockbuster drug, they basically don’t want to talk to you.

I’ve spent the vast majority of my career in this business, and I’ve been questioning it. The fundamental problem with biotech and pharma is that the barriers to entry are so damned high. Even if you decide to depend on a Big Pharma partner for the most expensive part — clinical trials — experimental science is still awfully expensive. In other technological fields, like software and computers, the barriers are so low it’s not all that out of the question that if you grow lethargic, arrogant, and wasteful, some punk-ass kid right out of college is going to come along an own you. I like that kind of competitive environment, because in businesses like that, people tend to stay sharp, focused, open to new ideas, and open to change. That is not the drug business.

The good reason to stay in pharma/biotech is that if you do it right, there are fortunes to be made. If you produced a drug that people will take every day for the rest of their lives, in areas like cholesterol, blood pressure, or inflammation, you basically have a license to print cash by boxcar load for as long as the patent lasts. Typically in biotech, there’s a provision for a royalty to be paid if the compound is approved by the FDA and makes it to market. This is typically a few percent. But think about this: Lipitor did close to 13 billion dollars in global sales last year. Even one percent of that is nothing to laugh at. But even though the sums of money are huge, you’re going to end up sharing more of it with VCs than you would in many other industries, because of the costs involved.

80s Flashback

Somehow I ran across this video of the 2003 Gumball 3000, which is a 3000-mile international race that happens on public roads:

Made me think of this classic 80’s movie, which was a giant middle finger extended to Tricky Dick’s 55MPH speed limit, along with a desire to leave the malaise of President Peanut behind:

For those who know the movie, I’ve always thought of our opponents as reminding of Mr. Arthur J. Foyt.

Unpacking the Pack Rat

Since I’m home, I’m making a concerted effort to clean and organize around the house. Every once in a while it’s time to go through all the stuff that’s been pack ratted away and make some hard, and not so hard choices.

It’s never hard to throw away PC power cords. They are like coat hangers, in that they seem to get together when you’re not looking and multiply. Ethernet patch cables are like that too. But some things are harder to part with. SCSI has been replaced by SATA and SAS by now, yet I bitterly cling to my last remaining SCSI cables and terminators for fear I may need it. I also was bitterly clinging to some remaining 10-Base-2 cabling , connectors and terminators for the same reason. When am I ever going to set up a 10-Base-2 network again? How many people reading even remember those? Another thing that are like coat hangers? Gun cases. I need to get rid of a lot of them, but I don’t want to throw them out and advertise to anyone who drives by there’s guns for a stealing. I would imagine everyone else who collects guns is in the same boat. How to get rid of them?

I’m still sitting on three NeXT cubes, and a slab in my attic I’d love to find a home for, but don’t want to throw out. Pack ratted along side is my Mac IIsi from college, a prototype Newton I found that still works, and a 30 gallon aquarium set. I think I’ve decided it’s about time to toss the aquarium, or sell it. I’m tired of the room it’s taking up. I don’t see myself ever getting back into keeping fish.

Also on the way out, several previous generations of digital cameras, the 8mm SCSI tape drive, and all my backups from 1998 to 2001. I’m pretty sure if I haven’t needed those by now I won’t ever need them, and even if I did, I encrypted all my backup tapes and doubt I even remember the passphrase.

This is going to be a long process, but I need to get in the mood of putting the past behind me, and throwing crap out is a good way to do that.

Last Official Act

Our building is now back in possession of the landlords, the last payroll is scheduled to go at the end of the month, and today I went to visit our closet of a temp office to do the paperwork to lay myself off. I will be officially out of a job at the end of this month, when I receive the last paycheck along with the severance.

I had mentioned I was trying something entrepreneurial. A major wrench has just been thrown in that works. It’s not necessarily a fatal blow yet, but it may take time to sort out. My plan is to take a few days to decompress, then decide what to do. I know blogging has been very erratic, largely because I have been unable to keep a schedule. Right now I feel like I need a few days to get used to the fact that things are indeed over. My CEO will not be calling on me for major tasks, and after next Thursday, when my employment officially ends, we’re talking contract arrangements regardless.

The Take

Still some goodies scattered around the office that didn’t sell at auction, and were destained for the dumpster. I managed to get:

  • Two HP3005dn workgroup printers. These are pretty fast networkable B&W laser printers.
  • A few 125ml Erlenmeyer flasks, new in box. There’s plenty of used glassware around, but that are not suitable for use outside a lab environment.
  • A dorm fridge we used in the crystallography lab. It pristine, and was never used to store hazardous materials.
  • A large box meant for transporting a sensitive instrument by air. The instrument is long gone, but the box is rugged, lockable, with wheels and a collapsable travel handle like on carry on luggage. My first thought was that it would make a completely excellent ammo container.
  • Two clear plexiglass boxes that were meant for storing radioactive materials. They were new in box so never actually stored any such material and are very cool. They will come in handy on my reloading bench, because they are very sturdy, and crystal clear.
  • A fire extinguisher meant to extinguish chemical fires. You never know when that could come in handy.
  • A completely new living room set. Our company bought a bunch of leather furniture a few years ago for an employee lounge. It hardly got used, because who has time to lounge? This is the one thing we bid on in the auction, and won. Other things I bid on was a top of the line electronic balance (two guesses what I intended to measure with it), two geiger counters (always handy), but I lost out to other people with deeper pockets. Got the sofa for a few hundred bucks, and it cost the company a few thousand. Furniture was to be had cheap in our auction. Lab equipment not so much.
  • I also picked up a few office chairs, one for my reloading bench and one for my workstation at home. The one for the reloading bench is really nice.

All in all I’d rather have a job, but there are benefits to sticking it out from beginning to end. Tomorrow I might recycle a bunch of scrap aluminum. At this point, we’re just looking to get crap out. Fortunately, most of it is already. My former office is completely stripped bare. Someone decided the furniture in that, which was not attached to any cubes, was worth hauling off.

Saturday is my 10th Anniversary with the company. Tomorrow the last of us will go out to lunch and celebrate :)

End of an Era

Today I decommissioned and removed the last piece of functioning IT equipment at my employer’s now nearly evacuated building. I have rather ambivalent feelings about all this. I first started with this company in its inception back in June of 2001, when it was still in the basement of another company that was incubating it. I built up the IT infrastructure in this company before there were even walls in the building I’m in the process of emptying now. I still remember those early days like they just happened.

But at the same time I also remember the management imposed on us which departed greatly from the original vision, and proceeded to destroy what were trying to build. I remember the imposition of a working environment that was thoroughly miserable and degrading. I remember the valiant efforts of later management, who were good people, to try to salvage what turned out to be a hopelessly wounded animal.

We did not fail because our idea failed. We failed because our investors flushed an A idea down the toilet bowl of a D- management team. We lost a lot of very good talent due to that. In the past two years things got much better, and particularly the past year we’ve been much more focused, but the wounds we were bearing still impeded progress. I am not really sad to execute the closing of this chapter, but I’m very keen on what happens next. I’m looking forward to it.